Alright, here's why: I really like one of my coworkers. A lot. We've been talking for a while now and it's possible that we might even start a relationship. Now, here's where it gets tricky... my EX does not know anything about this. I know, I know, he's my ex so why should he know? The thing is he still has feelings for me so I would think I am supposed to let him know myself, right? I don't want him to hear it from someone else. I just don't know when to tell him. I decided that maybe I can postpone the news until it was official between my coworker and I just so I know if this is really turning into anything... why worry someone if nothing is even happening? At the same time I think I should tell him before my friend and I start something so then if we do become official it won't be such a shock. When is the right time?
If I were to ask myself: should you really be worrying? What if you don't start a new relationship? Then the answer would be yes. The fact is, I want to start a new relationship with this person. It just feels too right. Almost Too Perfect but I feel like I have to give this a chance. Everything that lead us up to meeting is just so in place, if I guard myself and don't give it a shot I know I would regret it.