When is the Right Time?

I am so lost. 

Alright, here's why: I really like one of my coworkers. A lot. We've been talking for a while now and it's possible that we might even start a relationship. Now, here's where it gets tricky... my EX does not know anything about this. I know, I know, he's my ex so why should he know? The thing is he still has feelings for me so I would think I am supposed to let him know myself, right? I don't want him to hear it from someone else. I just don't know when to tell him. I decided that maybe I can postpone the news until it was official between my coworker and I just so I know if this is really turning into anything... why worry someone if nothing is even happening? At the same time I think I should tell him before my friend and I start something so then if we do become official it won't be such a shock. When is the right time? 

If I were to ask myself: should you really be worrying? What if you don't start a new relationship? Then the answer would be yes. The fact is, I want to start a new relationship with this person. It just feels too right. Almost Too Perfect but I feel like I have to give this a chance. Everything that lead us up to meeting is just so in place, if I guard myself and don't give it a shot I know I would regret it. 

Too Perfect.

Is there such a thing as perfect? Or better yet, too perfect? I suppose that every relationship starts out that way, everything is too good to be true and what not, but sometimes things last, and are just naturally amazing. That's exactly what I think this is. It seems just way too perfect, but I have a feeling it's real. 

I've met someone who is incredibly amazing. Everything I look for in a guy, he has. There's only one thing stopping me from believing that he's my dream guy, but I just have to wait and figure it out later. He's a gentleman, he talks like he's pulled straight out of the past, he seems like someone who's trustworthy, he's not one of those guys that just want to get in your pants. He's respectful, I love that! We have a lot in common, which is always good, but we're different at the same time. Everything happened just so weird; we met at the perfect time, which makes me believe so much more in fate. Everything really does happen for a reason, you just have to have the patience to figure out what the reason truly is. 

Happiness is Key

It is very crazy how things play out. How things just fall into place, almost effortlessly. How you can just go on with your day and have something so amazing jump into your life at any time. It's almost fun to glance into the past and then focus back in to the present, sometimes it's like... Who would've thought this would happen? Ya know? I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. It really doesn't matter if we agree with it or not, it was for a reason.

I feel so ALIVE! :) Energized and ready to take on the world!! I wonder if this is because of a Karma bracelet I just bought in balboa? Whatever is making me feel like this THANK YOU :) I so desperately want to let out what is happening in my life that is making me so ":D" but I don't think now is the right time. I suppose I can hint at it a little but it might be to early to say...
There's a new face in my life that I can't seem to forget. I can't deny nor can I contain my emotions. I have tried countless times to reject what I feel for a few reasons but there is just no getting around it -- my interest has officially been sparked. 


Lesson of the day:
Better safe than sorry.